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Lost&&Insecure

I used to be that girl that always had a smile on her face. I was friends with everyone. I fit in with the inner circles as well as the outsiders. I found it easy to make people laugh. I think that helped make me likable. I was voted "best personality" by my senior class. The teachers loved me, and I got away with skipping class whenever I wanted. I was charming. I paged at the Capital and was District 4 Vice President for FCCLA. I made it look like I had it all.
But I didn't. I was adopted into a family that ended up with parents divorcing, and a dad who took up drugs and beat the hell out of me whenever he wanted. I was raped by a foster kid my grandparents had, and my step brother did everything but rape me. I lied to everyone outside my family, pretending to have a perfect life. Partly so people wouldn't feel sorry for me, and partly because when everyone thinks your life is good for awhile you can pretend for awhile too. That is until you get off the bus, and have to face reality. But here, on tumblr, I don't have to pretend. Because pretending to be perfect all the time is exhausting. So on here I keep it real to my followers. I struggle daily with depression. I am a girl that can't eat one meal without feeling bad about it. Everyday is a struggle.





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If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

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“Sometimes I think I want to die. I want to vanish from the earth and never be seen again. But I’m not sure that’s what I want. I just want a break from life. I want to go off somewhere by myself with no phone and no responsibilities. Somewhere where I don’t have to worry about my homework or my friends or my parents. Somewhere I can think all my thoughts and write them down if I’d like. Somewhere where I don’t have to be bothered by other human life if I don’t want to. But I need to stop dreaming. I have phone calls to return and texts to reply to. I have 3 sisters and a brother who need me. I have chores to do and homework to finish. I have school to attend and friends to have forced conversation with. It’s tiring. It’s all so mentally tiring. But I am a person and this is life so I must figure out how to survive.”

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THIS.

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“You deserve the kind of love you would give someone else.”

A Message to My Followers and Everyone Else That Ever Reads This (#127: February 3, 2014)

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Good Vibes HERE

words-of-emotion:

Good Vibes HERE

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People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad


People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.


Distraction in its true form (via novemberdepth)

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My Mad Fat Diary (2x7)

My Mad Fat Diary (2x7)

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Her

Her

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Waitress

Waitress

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Waitress

Waitress

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